-Day 4-

Why do people need to wait for a "new year" to make promises? 

Promises that will most likely be broken. 

How I look at it is they each day is a new day of a new batch of 365 days. 

A new year each day. 

Why can't people just make a realization and stick with it. Not become so gung-ho that they burn out of it. 

A person should want to make a promise to themselves that they want to fulfill. 

For me I know I have had to start with small promises, but they become fulfilled and it leaves me feeling full of satisfaction. 

Us as humans shouldn't have to wait until an exact date to make these promises, we should be able wake up one morning and want to start the change. 

Do not get me wrong I understand that not everyone is on the same page of new beginnings. 

As humans we need to support and share love to each other. 

As a member of the human race I choose to make new beginnings all the time and I know it is hard to start, but it's about determination. 

5 years ago I clearly was not in the same spot that I am today. 

I was not ready to make promises and commitments to myself. 

Maybe it's a mentality and matururity thing. 

Which if it is I am beyond thankful for the new promises that I have been making in the past years. 

All the achievements made keep amounting to newer and bigger self promises. 

This is just one aspect that I can now see and am whole heartily thankful for it. 

For this is part of who I am.  

-Day 4- 

Day 3

 The life around us is fake. 

We are influenced by the tanned brunette and blonde spokespeople of the world. 

Why should we listen? 

Why should we care? 

Just so we know what the latest trend is to cut our bangs? 

Well a friend once told me, " getting bangs means you are in a crisis". 

The crisis that is around all of us is so catastrophic and it is heartbreaking to see the people with their eyes and souls closed off. 

The only way someone is willing to care for someone is by clicking the share button on social media. No one wants to talk, agree and disagree. 

People would rather be meek and quiet and just silently agree with whatever the recent fad is. 

I do not share a lot of things, not to be a condratiction, but because I believe it is better to share our thoughts, beliefs and ramblings in person. 

Do not hide behind a screen.  

Be a brave human, take chances, challenge what you don't understand until you do. 

Break out of the shell of normal. Be brave and turn your brain on, don't let your thoughts become stagnant. 

Search, learn, speak and share. 

-Day 3-

-Day 2-

 Traveling is a commitment. 

A commitment to adventure, finding yourself and freedom. 

Starting the new year off with traveling is the best. 

A time for reunion between friends, and a time to gather a new prospective of life and thoughts. 

For I am just a girl with. Dream of exploring the world. 

Everyone says to do it while I am young and free from a partner and children. 

Sometimes I just want to question those people. 

Why wouldn't I want to share this enthralling experience. 

The joys that come with everything. 

I will see what the future holds. 

I may not be ready for a lot of things to come. But I promise you that I am ready for the traveling, exploring and adventures that will come along with everything  even the commitment of it all. 

-Day 2- 

-Day 1-

I am a girl, 

A girl who would like to heal. 

Healing takes many personalities though. 

This is just one way for me to work through it. 

Work out the struggles, the joys, and everything in between. 

It may be a short entry or a long entry. 

In the end it doesn't matter as long as I achieve my daily goal. 

Each day will be one step closer to the new me that I want to achieve. 

I am fearful people will think that I am doing this for attention or "fame". 

Wrong. 

I am doing this for myself, so that I may one day look back and see what I dealt with daily. 

An encrypted and online memoir, something for me to send off into the world and to keep for myself. 

The power of writing can be so exquisitely strong. 

This is a new outlet for me to be sharing with the universe. 

Time to bare my soul for a year. 

Be patient world, for I am a girl who has a temper, feelings, and a life. 

- Day 1-